I want to die and end my life I wish I had a knife I am Gods mistake on earth Whatever i touch leaves me to waste I welcome death with open arms Darkness is the only place i belong Depression is my friend and happiness is my enemy I love to help people no matter what But me who cares I am just a mistake I took more hurt than i can take I am surprised how my heart still beats I don't know till when I should stay alive when I am a mistake I don't fit this world I never will Its easy for people to step on me and throw me to waste If I need anything right now is take me away because thats what I need and believe