bottled-up and loaded shouts and cries are coated over such pale skies so hard to be worded unforgiving curses the sound of her voice, hopeful but shot down beneath me i have grief i have sins but none compared to that of an inconsolable, self centered, thick headed monster i am stronger than this i am so much better than this look harder towards the thin line you can see i'm right above it but such things do not exist when a world of love disperses