Is this being an adult? Sleeping over at a friend’s house making out, keeping each other warm splitting in the morning over sticky notes departing separately to the same place pretending I didn’t feel my bone marrow on fire for you last night pretending I didn’t stare into your eyes and search for some sense of a person, some emotion, some message buying breakfast alone with my hair tangled and last night’s shirt wrinkled drinking coffee spiked with magic juice that’ll make your face disappear from my mind or taunt me with your voice for the rest of the day, however it pleases.