When you want in,
I want out.
When I need you,
You never come around.
A smile and a laugh,
A glare and a tear,
What do you mean?
Which one is real?
When I say,
“I love you,”
You don’t respond.
But when we get into fights,
You always see the bond.
When I really miss you,
You act like you don’t need me.
You act like you don’t want me.
And then I come to really see…
That look beyond your face,
Is truly ugly down within.
The blood beneath your muscles
Is boiling and grim.
The touch beyond your fingertips,
Is rough and cold as ice,
The smile on the inside,
Really isn’t very nice.
The laughter down within
Is fake and meant to hurt
I can’t believe I never noticed
The way you treat everyone like dirt.
Well no longer will that be me,
Following you around.
I hope that you are happy,
Knowing how badly you let me down.
The way to truly love,
Apparently isn’t what we see,
But really what lies within,
Is what a person can really be.