While searching for freedom
hanging on to hope
visions of light
to make my path right ,
as time moved along
so did everything else
I found myself
in a place of true darkness
lost of faith and truth
words of sharp swords
that cut deep
piercing away at my soul
my poor heart just bled
the pain is holding me down in the cold
out into the darken sea of dreams
I found my self
lock away form
what is real to me
friends they come and go
like the smoke of a fire
they hold no desire
the ones that call their self
my friends of the past
they can stay in the past
because what they show me
is lies and darkness
just to have some kind of hold
over my soul
so I had to let them go
I'm always among the tears of pains
words that always had away
to bring down the rain
stalkers of the night
hold eyes on every move
they tell lies to keep other confused
the night speaks out in the rushing winds
this darken life of dreams
keeps me on the screams
I have no friends this I can see
they hold so much jealousy for me
cold words of my hates
are always at me
they hold the reflection of Satan
they are his demons
they climb into the world
giving flash hopes
pushing ones mind
to the braking of time
I fight my fights
a battle I will soon win  
but until then
I will rid the raging storms
that comes at me
in all my darken dreams .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)