As you walked away
You left my body to collapse
Without one glance over the shoulder

The chills crept up my
    spine
The devil danced back into my
    soul
I felt the need to bleed
    again
I felt the urge to torture
    myself
Torture myself for falling
    for you again
When I knew
    I know
You don't
    You won't
Love me

I crashed, lost in
    love
Lost in
    despair

The world buzzing around me
    Friends only ghosts
Loves only memories

    It's me against the world
Just going through the motions
    Not listening, just remembering....

When **** used to matter.