i know i say that you are the worst thing to ever happen to me and that i wish to replace you; but all i felt was friendship with you; when you kissed me.... you had no emotion; when you held me close to you; i couldnt even feel you breathe.... i know that it doesnt matter now; but did i ever meant a single thing to you? i lost you as the one i loved; dont let me lose you as a friend....