I am here to tell you I have been lying to your face
I know this may come as a shock to some people
But I have been
I show you the side of me
That is happy & giggly & goofy
But I never show you the other side of me
The side of me that gets depressed and cries alone in her room
I never show you this side of me because I love making others happy
Even when I'm not
And most days I'm not
Some days I just push the devilish voices to the back
Some days I just don't want to be here
Some days I plaster on a smile to by
Some days music and poetry are what keep me going
But I don't continue on for that
I do because the days I am happy are amazing
I do because I have amazing friends and family
I do because there is more than sadness
I'm sorry I've been lying
I was just tired of painting on lies