You are my sole prize in life,
You've given me a motivation
I hold it close to my heart.
Each and everyday i awake to your eyes,
In my dreams
At night i slumber in your soul.
You've been gone for over a year now
Its been a lifetime of hell
I cant remember a day without the thought of you
Your name give me chills with just a whisper

But

I hate how you make me feel
I cant live my life
You destroyed me
i owe thousands
You broke my heart
I couldn't afford the coffin
I had to tell our son that his mommy isn't coming back all because daddy got into a fight over money.
You made me leave
You asked more than i cant give
A man could only give you so much
I have nothing
I have no one.
Im not fit to care for our child

I need you.