Felt like a slap across the head alive but still dead. another fork in the road brings another knife in my back. Taking the wrong path ends in heart attack The slow crash of speeding cars. a reach so close but yet so far. another broken-hearted soul a sickly dream of deep, dark holes we fall in as we walk the way, and then weβre left with nothing to say. But hollers to the world. unheard. a final breath. a final word. gasping for air, I was left there.