I Know He Loves Me
this he always tells me
but the pain of his love
is killing me slowly
but I do stand boldly ,
Dark Angel told me he will
never let me leave
so he takes me down into
darken dreams
just to makes me scream,
Oh, this pain he keeps me in
brings on the rains of yesterdays
I try so hard to never look his way
but his hate is all over the place,
Just the thought of him next to me
makes me so ill I can't even breath
I feel his eyes are always on me
I can still feel his old cold hands
I know he loves me
because he tells me
over and over in darken dreams,
But why does his love have to hurt
why does he have to play so many games
He tells me to look in his eyes
and ask me what it is I see
I tell him darkness as It can be,
I find the darkness of your soul
It's me you want and nothing more
I got up from the wet floor
telling I don't want to see no more
now I cry to got away from him
I can't forget him
he is always with me
in my mind over time ,
I could feel the change come over me
I ask God to please forgive me
Help me please get through this
Dark Angel gave me a life to his dark side
of broken dark dreams
that make my heart bleed out like ink,
When he is through with me
he tells me over and over
how much he needs me
How much he loves me
more then I will ever know
Oh how my world has grown cold
in a world of a unknown,
I see him wherever I go
his words haunt my soul
he is like a mystery song
his words will go down in history of me
in darken dreams .


Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)