every shot a sedative
every memory a ghost
every day a way to live
every one is one i lost

never drown my memory
never match me stride for stride
never see what i can see
never look for what i hide

feelings take a dusty shade
breathing gives me what i need
thinking of the way we're made
makes me out a mongrel breed

ever feel a twinge of doubt?
ever wonder if you wont?
ever feel your hearbeats clout?
ever sorry that i dont?