Back and forth my mind races Cannot decide when it's time for me For my time to rise Like the phoenix amongst the ashes of failure I await the green light to shine for me I always set myself up for misadventure My stubbornness will be my downfall
I know which path to follow But, I fear for my first steps Set too much in my ways I hold myself back Saving myself from uncertainty
Expecting the worst Hanging in doubt Amateur, ****** Suffering by myself and myself alone
Waiting for the perfect moment Waiting for the perfect answer Fleeing from the scene of life Seeking absolution
Even if my wishes came true It may end in disaster Even if my desires were met It'll hollow me out further more