Oct 2016
Making decisions- my weakness
A fault that I overlooked my whole life until I found love
Something I learned: Your first love is not your last love... and your first love is probably not your first love.
My second love was my first love, and I'm still recovering
I don't know whether my affection towards him was not enough or that my misguided emotions led him astray.. all I know is that I messed up and I do take fault.
Yes, he made mistakes- but the mistake of not showing/telling someone how much you love them every second of the day, when it matters the most, is what kills a relationship. I killed what I loved the most
The passion, the love, the energy we had was like no other- I am sure one day I will stumble upon another who lights a fire within me with the same intensity he once did.. but until then I only have myself to blame for the built up emotion that leaves me weighted.
A fault that I overlooked my whole life until I found love
Something I learned: Your first love is not your last love... and your first love is probably not your first love.
My second love was my first love, and I'm still recovering
I don't know whether my affection towards him was not enough or that my misguided emotions led him astray.. all I know is that I messed up and I do take fault.
Yes, he made mistakes- but the mistake of not showing/telling someone how much you love them every second of the day, when it matters the most, is what kills a relationship. I killed what I loved the most
The passion, the love, the energy we had was like no other- I am sure one day I will stumble upon another who lights a fire within me with the same intensity he once did.. but until then I only have myself to blame for the built up emotion that leaves me weighted.
