In this I am Life is 24\7 Waisted time is just waisted time The wind only blew in to one chime But they all made noise While these ball rock Tick tock tick tock Holes in my sole Shredded pants with some ripped socks Hand me downs From my uncle B4 my pops Slept in a hallway on the floor between two doors Rotten language slurring screams Broken plates and my squashed dreams Seen them beat I'd sneak strait under the bed Never slept the t.v so loud I still have the ringing in my head So tired I'd walk to school 3rd grade on all alone I'd sleep in class it was better then home God I loved iss been their almost everyday I went Peace and quiet got some rest My brother was made he would take it all out on me Never had a room I had a top bunk and half a closet Nothing was mine if it was it would be broken or gone **** it what's yours is mine if that's how it is I'd be happy with less then a dime .. well it didn't work courts at 12 by the time I was 13 group home time all we did was play spades and fight being the only 1 out of 2 white boys we where out numbered got jumped every other day stomped on my face I learned how to fight and respect they gave Harassed once I got home every day cops stop no reason and search How's your brother... even in front of my mother humiliation at worst Every day they would stop 6% of the time I couldn't even stash the **** I I was on probation B4 I could even read that's just a little in the beginning of my time labeled the bad kid no one was aloud near me