Sometimes I feel like breathing is my worst habit

Sometimes my reflection sighs for stability and this skin doesn't make sense

But life is to ridiculous for a short cut

Best to take the long way and dodge nonsense with a smile

These moments come with no invitation but I find peace in madness

Insanity is purity walking a fine line
I'm sure most would disagree

Brain chemistry is animalistic in origin  and I find beauty in it's chaos

Life's momentum shapes perception and I do what I can for navigation

We fall into each other in rapid succession craving warmth and reason

After a time we break away numb and confused denouncing all emotion

Still

Humor is all I find on these days  worlds collide

Stagnant crowds terrify me

No escape routes make me primitive

Existing for the sake of ground work makes me sickly and despondent

Writing soup filled stanzas is the only tool I have for peace