My apologetic bones creak as I step From today to tomorrow, again and again. I wish they would quiet down, For fear of the world hearing the symphony Of my old soul exhaustion.
This life, relentless like the sea, Like the endless cacophony of water that Carves white sand beaches from The mountains of Santa Barbara. Out of the ocean I rise to drown.
Love, love lost, love holding your hand To chase lightning from the sky back into the night: the night where College students get drunk and **** each otherβs brains out When all I want to do is sleep.
With a tearing, retching, wretched sound, My soul keeps leaping from my open mouth In pieces. No peace, as the rest of me Takes leave from sanity, reality, **** **** ****. I have nowhere to go.
I came to seek the Great Perhaps, But Iβve found only a Great Collapse.