I've lived a life of misery, and lived in such a fantasy, that fun wasn't fun, and I was below everyone. I've lived a cold dark life, filled with misery and strife, and I've lived alone so long, that I can't open up to anyone, but there's a small crack in my shell, a chance of being saved from this hell.
I've started over on a whim, repented from a life of sin. I'm done with the lies, I've said my goodbyes, and turned to the light, to end my painful flight.