The feelings I hid away
You wanted them
But I know the best for you
And they would **** you

I've always known the best for you
And that's why you sent me away
But the sorrow that consumes me hole
I cannot feel today

I turn to you in hopes that I
Can continue on without
These feelings that I hid away
But ****, they demand to be felt

I'm in a place I've been before
The one that most don't survive
But she is here, she put herself here
That never was a surprise

She turns to me, in hopes that she
Can continue on without
The guilt she tries to hide away
By filling me with doubt

A future, safety, all of the things
The things not set in stone
Begin to slowly fade away
Before I could make them my own

She looks at me, words on her tongue
I'm scared for what is to come
"We have to stay away from her"
"It's him, she has become"

Just rip my heart from my chest
I'd rather feel that instead
Cause the one thing I knew for sure
Was that he'd never get in my head