I once had a friend who woke up in the morning next to her ex-boyfriend and an empty ****** rapper on the floor, Her ex-boyfriend turned over to her and whispered through dagger like teeth, "You're on the pill right?" I once had a friend who did not remember what happened, A friend who would drink till her pain would go away and black out on the bathroom floor while I would stick my finger down her throat just so that she could feel alive again, I once had a friend who woke up in the morning next to her ex-boyfriend and an empty ****** rapper on the floor, Her ex-boyfriend turned over to her and whispered through dagger like teeth, "The ****** might have broke" I once had a friend who would drink until she could not see, who would drink until the darkness in her heart would match the darkness of the room, I once had a friend who was blamed for this, I had a friend who was told that she should learn her lesson, That she should take control of her life, That she shouldn't drink so much, That she should realize her mistakes, And in the same breath no one said anything to him, No one told him that he should not have touched the unconscious girl, That he should not have touched the girl who was too drunk to say "no," I once knew a girl who was blamed and isolated for not knowing what happened while the boy got away as if he did nothing wrong.