I didn't mean it. I didn't want it to go this way. It seems the satisfaction of gaining something caught up with me. I shouldn't have tasted something that makes you addicted. Now I'm trying to search for success, in every nook and cranny. Trying to make my mind grow. Trying to impress the world. A little victory made me feel superior. I was lost in all the glory and turmoil. But now I am awake. But my brain has exploded. And I have reaped what I had sowed.