Feb 2017
Your hands may be gentle, your eyes may be kind, but lurking beneath them is a sick, death written twisted mind.
I have finally heard his words, what words i was blinded by, that were hidden beneath every lie, They loud and laid in confusion with psychopathic thoughts. That was him, these are thoughts that i have finally seen, i was blinded, but now, I can finally see. I have FINALLY seen his lies, the lies that he had woven into me, woven me into the formation he thought was love, that I, as me thought was love..But today, I am no longer clouded in deceiving mist, I can see him, HIM, the monster he really is. This man taught me how to make myself small, little to no voice, only to speak when it was allowed, i had no voice, i was longer me, i was His, i belonged to him, he owned me, my soul, my thoughts, my words..Because only his words and voice mattered..Because when i was small, he was big..He knew when i was small, he was big, thats when he artificially woven me into what he wanted, small, no voice, and then just left me to be a blank space. What he called Nothing.. To the collected dust that was my being..Hello again, i am here, your'e You, your'e allowed to be you, Your't not small, Your'e big, Your'e are not nothing. You need to shout, He is no longer big, Your'e big. To the forming being that was me, Your'e here again. Your'e allowed to speak again. Nobody controls you, your'e lead by YOU, and only you.. & Most important I am no longer a blank space, with only a body to offer. But..I was a victim to your posion, You ripped me open..Piece by piece until there was nothing left but meat, a soulless body you controlled and had artifically woven to what you thought was yours. But now, your hands can no longer hurt me, your "love" can no longer control me, and you can no longer form me. You tore me apart for your own joy, my soul now lies vacant and fragile, my body shaking like an earthquake, but you were the cause, You did this to me, My tears falling like a rainy stormy day, dark and cold, but to you, that night was a sunny day.. His errie blue eyes never will leave my thoughts, you took my thoughts aprisoner, never to be seen or heard again.
I have finally heard his words, what words i was blinded by, that were hidden beneath every lie, They loud and laid in confusion with psychopathic thoughts. That was him, these are thoughts that i have finally seen, i was blinded, but now, I can finally see. I have FINALLY seen his lies, the lies that he had woven into me, woven me into the formation he thought was love, that I, as me thought was love..But today, I am no longer clouded in deceiving mist, I can see him, HIM, the monster he really is. This man taught me how to make myself small, little to no voice, only to speak when it was allowed, i had no voice, i was longer me, i was His, i belonged to him, he owned me, my soul, my thoughts, my words..Because only his words and voice mattered..Because when i was small, he was big..He knew when i was small, he was big, thats when he artificially woven me into what he wanted, small, no voice, and then just left me to be a blank space. What he called Nothing.. To the collected dust that was my being..Hello again, i am here, your'e You, your'e allowed to be you, Your't not small, Your'e big, Your'e are not nothing. You need to shout, He is no longer big, Your'e big. To the forming being that was me, Your'e here again. Your'e allowed to speak again. Nobody controls you, your'e lead by YOU, and only you.. & Most important I am no longer a blank space, with only a body to offer. But..I was a victim to your posion, You ripped me open..Piece by piece until there was nothing left but meat, a soulless body you controlled and had artifically woven to what you thought was yours. But now, your hands can no longer hurt me, your "love" can no longer control me, and you can no longer form me. You tore me apart for your own joy, my soul now lies vacant and fragile, my body shaking like an earthquake, but you were the cause, You did this to me, My tears falling like a rainy stormy day, dark and cold, but to you, that night was a sunny day.. His errie blue eyes never will leave my thoughts, you took my thoughts aprisoner, never to be seen or heard again.
