try to change my feelings for him... but nothing will work... i love him... but he will never feel the same for me... girl by girl he throws away... and wastes... not knowing what he is missing out on... i cry at night... and gawk at him during the day... waiting untill it happens... but it will never... you don't care... nobody does... it seem like the whole world is walking out on me... but I'll pull through... someday...