My reality is exactly what it seems Cold hot sweats creating steam Ride alone die alone I manage my own team A dream of dreams a Dreamer dreams The sun doesn't shine when I close my eyes Its never daylight only darkened sky's Moon light shimmers over gloomy lakes Hidden by the clouds stars glitter the sky's threw the galaxy I test my limits With open minds I have no addictions when I rest I have plenty sleep its all I like to be alone with an open mind I'm use to the pain I feel normal alone Unless I let some one in... but that won't happen anymore **** the world I I can't have no more friends I loose them all cause forever ends