Dragging this razor across my wrists, feeding its hunger, kissing my indulgence, spreading the pain. Please...

Letting the blade fall, letting the blood spill, letting the nightmare continue. Help…

Failing to stop the black, failing to control it, failing to keep my promises. Save me.

Help me to stop myself, help me from slipping, help me from crashing.

Slipping through the ecstasy, sliding the knife up my arm. The slithering pain drowning me in the empty darkness. Banging on the walls the pleasure eludes me, the overwhelming pain engulfs me writhing in it on the floor.

Please stop me from this nightmare, Please help me, Please save me from what i want.