Friends
Family
even strangers
Become enemy's at the end
That's why these words stay by me as a bullet in a chamber
Gaining all of my sin
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Cause I'm a type of guy who's stay's in the house
Making music drawing or writing poetry
Trying to find a way out
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Of this depression
Stay to myself
Because every time when I tell someone
They listen but never getting my message
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Through life I'm stepping
For better or worst
The people I'm helping  
My body still hurt's
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From thinking of later depression
I'm hanging my noose
And i'm taking my weapon
Cause this is the only thing that I have to cope
Every session I think to myself
If I tip over this chair who ever would know
That's why this is my battle
And
This is my *****
Every time