Why'd I do that? Not again. Thought I was stronger, I let him win. My eyes see him, my heart sees you. I never wanted to be through. Why not? Just once. Wise words from a dunce. The deed is done, no warmth, no fun. Shaky limbs, teary eyes. No one hears my trembly cries. A helping hand, a caring touch. That's all I want, is it too much? I know your story, your faults, your glory. You know my wants, you know my dreams, yet you ignore my silent screams. Been down this road, a deathly spiral. Why can't I breathe? is it viral? The symptoms fade, just like the flu. Not gone for long returns deadlier and new. My chest pains are real, but for you, I pretend not to feel. I want a smile or even just a glance. Hopefully someday I'll get my chance. Forget my worries, forgot my creed. This one night stand was nothing I need. Would you hold my hand? touch my face? cause my tears burn, its worse than mace. Help me see, help me grow. There's something I need to know. In the morning will you be? or will it just be a lonely me?