I can't be your afterthought
I can't be what you cry over later
and not in the moment
I can't be what you can deal with only once all your chores are done
And letters are sent and days are finished
I'm not a chore to be dealt with
I can't be who you pick only when you're with someone really terrible
Or want an escape from your lover
That isn't fair.
I can't be your afterthought.
The thing you never write poems about because you already "know"
How am I not worthy of your words?
Or your thoughts away from me?
How have I never once made into one of your poems?
You write about children you meet, people you see, friends you've talk to less, and haven't spent as many nights crying with about love and Cold Mountain.
And I never made the cut? ******* once?
Only in a poem about Layne Marie that you then deleted because she was in it and you said something ****** about her?
SAYING SOMETHING ****** ABOUT SOMEONE YOU HATE BEATS OUT WRITING SOMETHING NICE (I'M ASSUMING) ABOUT SOMETHING YOU LOVE????
WHAT THE **** IS WRONG WITH YOU YOU CRAZY ***** THAT'S MESSED UP AND NOT HOW TREAT YOUR SUPPOSED BEST FRIENDS AND RUBYS.
AND NOW I'VE SEEN YOU'VE WRITTEN A POEM ABOUT JENNA
STILL BEFORE ME
DA ***.
If I see one more poem about Trevor.
I'll **** something.
******* marry him already and get over it this is getting weird.
I have just unfollowed you.
*******.
Okay not really but I still think all of this ***** and is one of many reasons WE CAN NO LONGER BE FRIENDS.

A Secret Revenge-Anger Poem
By Maggie Johnson