I know its been quite some time that you have read any messages of mine... and i dont know how much more it will take you to see this but i guess until then it will be just my secret there are some days that i have to keep my lips shut or i will say how much i think of you everytime i hear lana del rey you know those poeple you talk to not often but when you do it is like you never stopped i wish it was like that if we could talk i know your in love and mean no disrespect it is just that sometimes i loose some myself and dont know where to check i know it is cheesy i know im trippin i dont know what to do... what im sayin is that i miss you