i took into a motel on my way somewhere, to do something the place was occupied by pedophiles, prostitutes and drunks it had a "rent by the hour" option outlaws, bikers and the occasional wannabe poet on the run on the hunt we were all comfortable with America half-heartedly chasing the Dream i wanted to write a poem about jerking off and getting *** all over myself and having nothing to wipe it off with so i decided (in the poem) to wait till it dried out but then it never dried, so i laid there for days until i got dizzy with hunger, and had to get up (in the poem) with the *** dripping down my body leaving awful wet stains all over the room on the drapes and sheets and remote control "by god, it's everywhere!" i cried (in the poem) but then i remembered that my mom reads my poems so instead i wrote about these cows i saw cows grazing on a pasture outside San Antonio cows looking up at the sky secretly dreaming of going to the moon