Perhaps the rotund shape is an illness infesting,
a sickness in you or a death to youth.
End all the life.
Never had much energy, never did much for free;
just drifted, drank tea.
Please god, whom I have forsaken,
please God I don’t believe in, please don’t take me.
This little lump could be a bump,
I don’t want an amorous tumour or a
parasite right now.