i've made mistakes
i've hurt many
and I want to forget the pain I've caused

I drink into oblivion
to forget their smiles
the way they made me feel

how they hurt me
and how I blamed me
i miss being young, i miss the emotions

i miss being able to mess up.
as you get older,
the stakes are raised,
I want to giggle, and forgive
but i can't even forgive myself.