I don’t quite know what to say, to be honest ‘cause I know that words won’t help you, at least not the ones I can provide; So I remain speechless, as my fingers tap words eagerly on my keyboard.
It kills me that I can’t help you, really, ‘cause I know what you’re going through; yet hugging you, as you deserve, wouldn’t help; So I sit here, motionless though my arms itch to comfort you, I wont.
I'm sorry it has to be like this, I am - 'cause I know you don't really understand; your kisses belong to my cheeks, not my lips; That's why I keep my distance ( I won't increase your pain; because I care)
That said, I can't finish this without saying clichés like: “I miss you,” and “I'm sorry.”
I can't write this and say what I want to, without ruining the structure or a rhyme-scheme that's non-existent
'Cause that's what I do. I break things without intent; But I never meant to break your heart.
(I hope, that some day, you'll be able to forgive me, though; and when you restore the fractures of your broken heart, I hope you see clearly that I was never your heartache worthy.)
April 2009. Written for a dear friend of mine, that got a little more than friendly with me.