how are you? [i wonder, 'cause i'm getting crazier for every second i feel your heart wrenching absence- i think of you constantly - it'd help to know you're all right?]
do you ever think of me? ['cause i don't think you do so anymore. you stopped responding to my letters weeks ago, and i refuse to believe they got lost in the mail.
i simply refuse.]
does the sun burn your skin? [i hope the summer gives you eczema and scalded cheeks. i hope it hurts so much you can't sleep at night from the pain. then you can use the gained hours of awake to read to this letter]
dear john, do you think we should give up on us? **['cause i think i did months ago.]