Crimpson tear stains drip againts the bathroom wall. My heart stops beating. slowly and then all at once. I feel the trigger. I smell the laundry detergent that you used on your clothes I still remember the smell. The carvings will always remain but our feelings wont. Not again i am sick and tired of thinking of you. Its been three months now and the memories still ricochett in my mind. I hate you. I wish I never loved you. Or is it just my mind? My mind is playing tricks on me again.