No, please no. I don't want to be depressed again. It's all my fault. and I'm sorry. I couldn't control it I guess. It's just how it is. Maybe this is just how it is here. doesn't seem to be for anyone else tho. I guess I just don't belong here for long. I miss everything and everyone. I don't want to be depressed again, not again. I've beaten this so many times, more times than not. God, I need your help. please, help. I can't do this.