It’s five o’clock; the coffeepot rattles, sputters, gurgles as I assemble lunch and feed the cat; another morning, another dark beginning to an endless stretch of days flowing to some unknown rendezvous where it all ends, what- ever it is, wherever what is where it is when it ends—the normal beat upends such morning meditations.
It’s so hot when I walk outside sweat begins to bead; I wonder when we’ll reach the September divide when the first front moves down from the north, sending leaves scurrying forth, plopping outsized raindrops on the dusty earth. The rain falls south along the coast, or follows the freeway, leaving our trees to brown, and gasp, and die.
Drought clutches the ground like an ardent lover not to be denied, sprinklers but a feeble effort to fight off its insatiable lust to **** the very marrow from the land, scattering dead pines and blanched oaks in ones and twos and threes across lots and yards whose green grass and manicured gardens belie the dying waste that’s setting in.
The morning light oozes in from the East, a sickly yellow glow on the jagged tree line invading the darkness behind a band of blue; as I ease out onto the two-lane toward the freeway where already cars are stacking up in their rush south toward the city’s towers, the radio lists the casualties of the latest shooting madness and
I begin to wonder about those in power, and how they sleep with so much carnage, before I remember power and psychopathy are close allied, and those who serve serve only to survive. I then negotiate the on-ramp to another day where minutes, like cars, flash relentlessly by in multi-colored hues, and death rides shotgun in ones and twos.