I grew up thinking about you Being the best thing I could never have. You were perfect in everything you do You were beautiful And so I'd look for the 'you' in every guy I'd meet Only yo be disappointed They were not you When you were the best And I'd never have you.
Until that day.. The day I. had. you. Best days of my life. I could never stop gazing into those deep eyes Your voice was my favorite soundtrack And every noise that you made echoed into the deepest parts of me.
It was surreal, heaven sent, cloud nine moment. Until holding you meant bruises on my skin, Smiles turned into fears, Tears were starting to flow Future became so blurry My heart aches so painfully My mind got ****** up. Worst days of my life.
Man, you were such a pain in the ***. You were the worst I ever held on to And Gooood! I never wanted to let you go Even when it hurts, Letting go was never part of the plan.
Either way, You being the best Or being the worst, Nobody could top you.
I loved you, I still love you. I wanted you, I still want you. Even though, Even if, Even when, Every part of you.
The best, the worst The worst, the best.
Yet in every star In every prayer I wish and hope and pray and dream And want and ache..