My life has always been a little bizarre You'll never understand how complicated things really are So I put on a mask and pretend I'm okay Hopefully no one will notice again today Everything that you see It's a show, it's not the real me Its never been easy Life's got me queasy Everyone likes to throw me down But I try to stand my ground I won't go down without a fight One day I'm gonna take flight Maybe one day you'll see that I'm not fine It might be the day your life's on the line I'm not fine Wish I could hit rewind I'm screaming out for help Someone help me, I can't save myself I dont want to do this anymore I've cried so much my eyes are sore I'm not fine Wish I could hit rewind I'm screaming out for help Someone help me, I can't save myself