I am not well,
I am not okay,
Right now i'm smiling,
But thats only for today,
My hearts beating reductantly
My visions shaded gray,
The feelings i once had
Known
Have now gone away
And I'm ready to begin,
Another round with a long time friend,
A sin,
It's hard not to give in,
I am not well,
I am not okay,
And if my wrists look perfect,
Thats only for today