All I want is you in the darkness of night
I’m a bullet aimed straight for you
I push you away because I love you
I lie because if you knew the real me you would run
I’m toxic to anyone who gets remotely close to me
I am a diary full of secrets locked up and hid the key
I forgot where the key is
I lost myself somewhere
I need to be found
Please find me
Find me before I poison everything
Please I need you
You are my friend
My forever
I’m toxic and I’m wasting my life away
Hand me another beer pass me the ****
Maybe if I’m numb enough I’ll forget the pain
When I’m sober the world is cruel and unforgiving
When you’re near the world is clear and my mind is a mess
Say anything
I love you
I will never leave you
I know I push you away but please
Pull me in closer
You say you don’t believe me
You have no reason to
My whole life is a lie
I’m in a maze
I’m falling apart
you are the way out
help me please
before I fall again