how long have I been looking out this **** window?
you're long gone
how exactly am I supposed to move
if hope is still lingering
you'll be back
just a crack in the window
I can see meeting you again
but
with a lack of your feet at my door
its hard to belive it anymore
I should leave
but yet these panes remind me
of your kind smile
of your mind
of your soul-seaching eyes
did you ever care?
could I even dare to think you did
I tear pages from my diary about your love
your **** love
it was a joke
cant be real
i mean after all... you left.