i look at you and you are everything and i wish i were more, more, better i wish i were some beautiful boy you'd pull into bed and one you'd stay cuddled up to until morning i wish i were everything everything you could ever want or need i wish this were a love story i wish i were even lovable i look at you and you are everything and i cannot contain the flood of emotion you fill me with joy and regret and pain all at once i close the car door and hope you don't notice my crying as i head home because my love, you are everything and i'm a spec of dust