There's change in the air.
I can see that you see it too.
Grasping at straws that aren't there.
Resolutions falling short of I love you.
Heads down, backs turned.
Watching every door we opened slam shut.
Listening to the music of us slowly burn.
Leaving only the pain of a heavy heart and twisted gut.
Going mad from all this pointless splitting.
The problems that never seemed important before now,
lately have become monstrous and unremitting.
My mind wanting things my heart won't allow.
Every breath you take laden with a heavy sigh,
born from both frustration and fear.
Of that single hollow word, goodbye,
and that we won't make it through the year.
I want to tell you I have all the answer's when I don't.
I want to tell you we'll make it, but then, maybe we won't.
I want to push you away and pull you in.
I want us to restart, to never ever end.
I want to laugh and love and live again.
Because it's you and only you, always has been.