I don't really know why I just can't get over him. he's been with me through thick and thin and I still call him my best friend The way he jokes and makes me laugh. I love to see him smile.I wish he would just hold me. If only a little while. We've had our ups and downs and yet he's still around. I know he has to for our son,but it just seems like he's not done. It could be just hopefull thinkin, but someday...Well have to see, If that boy I fell in love with will take another chance with me.