it feels like an old dress that just feels wrong. the arms hang loose, like droplets dangling on the edge. the stomach is too tight, tugging at the forbidden places and threatening to tear. the legs. gawky. awkward. like broken puppets trying to be real. clunk. the feet are bricks. or ice cubes. tripping. sliding. or both. this skin is all hers, but it doesn't feel right. she turns and shifts, hoping it will fit into place. she scratches and bites, thinking it just needs adjusting. 'i want to feel silk and butterflies', she whispers, in her skin that just feels wrong