You broke me You tore me down , ****** me up I still managed to get back up I wanted to make you proud I wanted to see u smile But when the time came u showed the Remains of lies that was left So I was left there in pain Picking up the pieces Of the pain u caused Had to pull up the big girl draws I ignored all of ur flaws But u pointed mine out Filled my heart with doubt **** now I'm sitting here Like I lost out You made me shut my dreams out It's crazy cause ur my mom And I feel like I'm buggin out It's been so long that I felt like This But it's ok I guess cause it made me Who I am today