it's a dizzying impression to see one's own depression no class or task or master can us for that prepare that contradictive dissonance, that roguish thought of insolence rejecting solemn peace of mind and peeling psyche bare nerves, synapses, signals sent? what **, depression, whence!? it's to me no mystery, a consequence of sense a side effect of our accursed proclivity to care better, then, to not, and give to death concession the tragedy, the folly, the angst, our depression