I'll never let you get so close.
I will not share my thoughts.
I'll not destruct myself in front of your eyes.
I'll never give you the satisfaction.

I'll never let your words hold me down.
I'll never let your fists break me into pieces.
I'll not give you the joy of seeing me on my knees,  looking for the shards of me.

I'll not let your kiss stain my skin.
I'll not let your heart regulate my own.
I'll not give you the gratification of seeing the white in me turn to red.

I'll never let you close again.
I'll never hold myself against your body.
I'll never touch your soul.
But with all that, I know I'll never find
Peace.