And if you ever showed back up in my life
I’d crumble all over again
The fractured pieces of my heart would indeed this time break
All the cuts and wounds I closed up would be unmended
All those memories I buried with alcohol and cheap cigars would some how unravel and surface the scene
The long nights I stayed up crying over you would play like our favourite song in my head
Over and over like a stuck record
But I’d unfurl and open up to you
I’d give myself without hesitation
To be hurt again
Bruised
Empty
Vulnerable
Just to feel the love you never returned